Gavin has been gone for a week, and he still has 10 days left!! He's been gone before, but this time it's different because he's talking and learning so much. I feel like every day that he's away from me he will learn something new that I'm not a part of (selfish i know). I am, however, overly joyed that he is spending time with his grand and great grandparents. It really makes me happy when I know that he brightens their world. When I was pregnant with him I was so afraid that noone would love him. Maybe it's one of the crazy things that happen with pregnancy and the whole insecurity thing, but yes I did fear that. Now it's so hard to imagine anything of that nature with all the wonderful family that he has to love him. I am very grateful.
So this week is supposed to be a week of production since lately I seem to use Gavin as my excuse for not getting things done. So I have started putting things in my wedding album, I started my diet, I am registering for school, we are going to paint my dresser and nightstand tomorrow, and I am currently writing this blog! I know some of you do those things and more, but please let me have my moment =) Anyways, I never meant for my blogs to be a recap of my life, but that's all that seems to come out lately. Hopefully I will be more inspiring in the near future.
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